Never matching energy as my energy is separate and distinct.
I find myself vibing mostly with those called forth by the universe and soul.
Whether respectful or brutally blunt, my heart wants what it wants.
It calls for someone I currently rather not see.
It’s upset. The lie was unbecoming.
It asks, what about him is so special?
Never met him.
Wants to say, fuck you universe.
Then yet continues to think,
of him.
I want him. I don’t want him.
It says, Let go or make him wait; when ready.
More? What for?!
Empty delicacies. Heart hurt.
Commanding the Universe to erase years of forced dreams.
Letting him enjoy his shallow heart as peace is my forethought.
Decem Millennium 